Salam..
"Let him go..
Lepaskan dia pergi..
betul2 lepaskan..
Ikhlaskan hati...
selagi mana izzah xlepaskan..
selagi tu izzah akan ingat..."
huhhh..
PERGI!!!!
pergi jauh2 laaa!!!
Blah arrr!!!
apsal datang lagi??!
Salam...
Huraian nombor lahir...
18+9+1987=2041
2+0+4+1=7
7. Intelektual
- Golongan ini adalah Pencari.
- Selalu menyelesaikan sesuatu yang tersembunyi,dan mereka sukar untuk menerima sesuatu perkara dengan mudah.
- Perasaan mereka tidak mempengaruhi keputusan mereka.
- Mereka suka mempersoalkan apa yang ada disekeliling mereka tetapi mereka tidak suka dipersoalkan.
- Mereka kerap dikenali sebagai ahli falsafah dan sangat berpengetahuan dan kadangkala bersendirian.
- Mereka gemarkan perkara yang berteknikal dan berkebolehan untuk menjadi penyelidik yang baik dalam menyelesaikan sesuatu perkara.
- Mereka sangat suka berahsia.
- Golongan ini hidup dalam dunia mereka tersendiri dan mereka perlu belajar untuk menerima kenyataan dunia sebenar.
Wow!!! feel great when i know something bout myself...coz that's made me thinking back, "ouh..camni rupanya aku nih...:D"...
As for now, frankly speaking, i'm still searching of who i really am..:P
Salam...
really loves this song after faizal tahir performed it during ABPBH 2008...even my sister said that this song is a "kelam-kabut" song, so what? i love it!! :P
BERCINTA
by FAIZAL TAHIR
Benarkanku tuk berbicara
bicara terus ke hatimu?..hatimu..
hati yang penuh rasa ragu
jangan terus pergi tanpa mendengar ku
begitu mudah untuk kau terus berlalu nanti dulu
berikanlah waktu untuk aku untuk kamu
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu, benci padamu, cinta padamu
ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku aku cinta padamu
benci padamu cinta padamu
sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku benci?. kamu?
aku cinta?.kamu?
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
benci padamu
padamu?..
Salam..
I'm tired of running!!!
Seriously, i am getting sick of running away from my problems.. its not that i do not want to face it, but i do afraid in making a decision.. as for me, i always thought that i'm not strong enough to take the risk!!
But somehow, when i'm thinking back and do some muhasabah of myself, i realize that we can't run forever.. in life, we are the one who choose our own life.. starting from opening your eyes, getting up from your bed, you are the one who choose to be happy or not.. if you have some problems, you are the one who choose to solve it in the easy way, or difficult ways... somehow, WE NEED TO DECIDE!!!.. DECISION MUST BE MADE!! who else have the right on you (except from ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY) if not you yourself??
Life is so easy if you choose it to be easy.. you just make your life difficult, or even worst if you think your life is difficult.. Yes, we do have some problems, but in the end, that's the things that Allah want to teach us in our life..
So, wake up!! choose your life!!! Decide yourself, and be strong enough to face any obstacles occur..Remember that you are not alone!! if people do betrayed you, you just need to believe that HE will always be there for you!!! and that's why i said that you will never be alone...
After all, that is life is all about!!!
Salam..
Hmm..tgk tajuk, cam nak pegi jauh jer izzah nih..(mana tau..andai btol2 izzah pegi jauh, jgn lupa doakan izzah tau..)
Hahahah..nothing much actually..just thinking of the "permintaan terakhir" a moment ago ..dunno how it suddenly blow up in my mind...:P weird rite this life..? me myself still can't fight alone in this battle of life..i need my family, i need my frenz, n most importantly.. i need ALLAH... really need HIM very much..
The "permintaan terakhir" is actually a bunch of list of my last permintaan towards him..hahahha.. just hoping that he can tunaikan permintaan2 izzah tuh..:D
Somehow dalam usrah tadi, izzah terkesan dengan satu isi which is, Rasulullah di zaman kehidupannya sentiasa ceria, didalam mahupun di luar masjid..sentiasa tersenyum dan bergurau senda bersama para sahabat..xpernah sedikitpun menunjukkan riak2 sedih pada wajah baginda apabila berada bersama para sahabat.. melainkan apabila baginda berseorangan..bermunajat kepada Allah..
Ya Allah..Subhanallah...Rasulullah SallaLlahu 'alaihi Wassalam merupakan contoh paling terbaik yang perlu kita ikuti..doakan semoga kita sentiasa mengingati Allah dan Rasulullah dalam setiap perkara...
Ameen..
Wassalam..
Salam..
Hmmm... adelaa nak dekat 2 tahun izzah xupdate kat blog nih..
sori sgt3...
bukannyer ape..more active kat blogspot..so, hampir terlupa ada blog kat vox nih..
hehehee
Nothing uch to say actually..
i'm happy with my life now...
sedih menangis lumrah kehidupan..
namun kita kena terus bergerak..
kan..?
whatever it is..
this blog..
i want to make it more on the personal thought..
so, lets see how it works for the next post!!
p/s: thanks to you who introduced me to this blog.. really appreciate it..
p/s: hmm, and 1 more thing.. i know that u have found someone in ur life..better than me, right.? hope that u can take a good care of her...want to write more, but maybe next time.. ;)
"selamat pengantin baru!!!"
dedicated specially to my dear sys eifazlina (people just called her kak ein) with brother nasrul..bagai pinang dibelah dua...=)...at last,,i can make it for their kenduri...convoi with four other cars,,from kL to kuantan..
me, ain, khair, n zaini as our official driver (heheheh) depart from MMU at about 7.30am...arrived at kuantan with others alumni (abg cord, kak nida, abg pzan, sir hazimin, etc....) at about 12.30pm...masa kitorang sampai tu,,kak ein n abg nasrul tgh bersanding...dua2 pengantin berpakaian serba putih...comey sgt2...macam izzah cakap kat atas,, "bagai pinang dibelah dua.."
sebelum bertolak ke kL,,,singgah kejap kat teluk chempedak...ambik angin pantai jap..dapat laa memaen skali lagi ngan afiq...manja betul ngan bibik dia...=)...n dptlaa jgk "pau" sir skali lagi...trimas sir,,laen kali,,bolehlaa blanjer lagi..(hehehehe)
hmmm...but one thing,,,i just missed the chance to get involved in GEGAR U...lots of activities there,,,snapshoot, maze, the malaysian story book, n many more...hmmm,,,i just think " its hard for me to get some things equally good..so,,i must sacrifice one thing to get another things better..."...Alhamdulillah,,i can make myself going to opening ceremony of CONVOFEST 2007..
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stank and treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
welcome to my blog...and also,,welcome to myself...
first time writing such a blog.. =)
there's so much too share,,yet too little time to talk...
so, writing a blog is not a really bad idea for me... :p
english??malay?? i love to write in both languages :D
as long as it helps me in sharing something...
bak kata mina(my burfday gurl 4 today) "SHARING IS CARING"
btw,,hepi burfday WAN NURUL AZMINA BINTI WAN AZMI..
always love u..